I think i'm starting to understand what its been saying

it, him, whoever it is, whatever it is
I think this all happened for a reason

maybe even to help me, well not what happened to her, to Kayleen.


She asked me if I had eaten, i hadn't, not in a few days  so she decided to make something in the kitchen
then it showed up at my window, and it felt so kind so warm this time  i was touching the window before i knew it

and then it told me she had to die, so i struck her,  it wasn't hard not even enough to knock her down
i didn't want to do it

she screamed and i got a faceful of boiling water, i knocked her down
and i took the pot, burned my hands
and well

i just couldn't stop
so i'm all burned, got some wrap up bandages and shit before i ran like hell

it doesnt hurt, which is weird  i dont know why

i j ust dont care about shit anymore